TBB Asks – February: All About Love

TBB Asks – February – All About Love I’m a little late to the punch, but what else is new, eh?  I’m here and that’s all that counts.  It’s the Popular Link-Up Series…TBB ASKS. February has lots of LOVE swirling around so this month’s theme is, of course, ALL THE THINGS LOVE. Join The Blended Blog and read everyone’s fun answers. Make sure to show all these linkers some serious love and see how they showed their February Fun. 1. Kisses or hugs? I love both. 2. Candy or flowers? Flowers. I’m not a huge candy addict. 3. Baking or cooking? I’m definitely better […]

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Never Being Good Enough 37

It can’t be easy being with someone like me…  Sometimes I am really terrible to myself and relentlessly compare myself to other people, no matter how many times I read or hear about how good enough or lovable I am.  For as long as I can remember, I’ve always believed and felt that I’ve never good enough.  I don’t know when, how or why, but sometime years ago, I brainwashed myself into being this negative, self-deprecating person because in a sick way, it was familiar and comforting.  I also knew no other way of living. I set this really unattainable, […]

Some of the Professional Photog’s pictures from our friends, Tara and Erik’s wedding in August 2014

  Tons more after the jump..       The Reception   Dad, Sister, Erik, Tara, Tara’s Mom and Tara’s brother-in-law   Eriks step-dad, Erik & Tara, and June, Erik’s Mom Love this candid shot! Hilarious, I totally forget this picture 🙂 Happiness, a simple but obvious look..  I’ve never seen her more happy, which in turn makes me happy to see.  

The last 6 or 7 days…

So the last week has just been a shit show.  Up, down, around and back.  So I guess I last spoke about tapering off the devil aka Effexor or Venaflaxine.   150mg was the original dose, taper down to 75mg for the first seven days, day one being Thursday, March 27.  Last Tuesday and Wednesday were the last of my self imposed 10 day taper off from the 14 day original timeline I was given by my doctor because the withdrawls could be as bad as initially getting on the drug.  So this would make me at 37.5 mg for […]

The calm after the storm…

I should probably post an update since the last one wasn’t too pretty… We’ve been working through our shit and I think I need to take a step back and appreciate and show that I care what’s right in front of me.  I think J feels like I’m moving on and essentially I’m leaving him in the dust, behind.  I need to stop yelling because when we argue I yell and then I look like a complete out of control asshole.. I feel like if I yell, then maybe my point will come across more clear.  And interrupting him.  He […]