Things I’m looking forward to 4

I’m off until next Friday and therefore there are many things I’m looking forward to do in the next few days: Celebrating Christmas with family. Eating tourtière and making Jeff’s mom’s baked Christmas goods. Gotta keep her memory alive. <3 Not having to roll my ass out of bed in the dark before 530 a.m. Getting together with friends. watching everyone opening their gifts. (I love gift giving!) Having a pajama day with the dogs. 🙂 Getting lost in a book or two. Snuggling on the couch with my dogs. Indulging in goodies and not giving a fk. Lol! The […]

Things I’m looking forward to

Old garage and dog

Stressed 18

I started writing this last week but then abandoned it, and now I’m picking it back up again because nothing has changed since then. Two work days in a row have left me hiding in the handicap washroom so I can cry like a little bitch. Is it the time of year? Is it work? Is it everything? Because everything right now is overwhelming and is stressing me the fu*k out. I feel unwanted and unneeded by so many people around me and when I feel like this and my self-esteem is in the dumps, it’s so hard to put […]

Life Lately 4

I’ve now missed two days for the Nano Poblano, but whatevs, life shit happens.  I didn’t post anything yesterday because I was too busy out celebrating a belated birthday dinner with my mom and Jeff.  My step-dad didn’t end up coming because he’s got the plague or something.  He’s sick every time he comes back from a trip now and lately he’s had a crazy heart rate, on top of other weird things like swelling and a never-ending cold or flu.  Nevertheless, we enjoy our dinner and I ate way too many nachos but you only live once, right?  It’s […]

Life lately

Oh you know 3

I will be sharing my pet sitting photos from the weekend tomorrow. I’ve just been too busy in the last couple of days to get to it. We’re back home from house/pet sitting at my mom’s while she was in Cuba for the last week. It’s nice to be back home, unpacked and sleeping in my own bed. How are you all doing? I desperately owe Miss Charlotte an email and I’ve got a ton of blog reading to catch up on. On the upside: I just now painted my toe nails Essie’s Bahama Mama. And I’ve got a glorious […]

What I do at the Gym Now that I’m a Gimp 4

What I do at the Gym Now that I’m a Gimp – Do you like the headline?  I do, I’m a bit dramatic but that’s cool. LOL  So what exactly am I occupying myself with, with all this time I have now that I’ve got some major restrictions going on at the gym?  Do I just say f*ck it and don’t bother?  Oh helllllll no.  Going to the gym is my therapy, a place where I go to unwind and let it all out.  In some ways, I guess you could say that the gym is my church.  I used […]


Venting 6

I should’ve posted this a few weeks back when I initially wrote it, but then I didn’t and I thought better of it at the time.  Now I’ve just decided f*ck it, just post it, Lindsay. So here’s something from a couple of weeks ago when I was in such a mood, I needed to vent bad! I’m upset and overwhelmed and frustrated and angry.  Why is my body screaming out and failing on me? Why am I the person that constantly gets shit on or dumped on?   Why do I take on so much? Why don’t I ask for (more) […]